Christmas Poem 2013, General
Thoughts
I am indebted to Jeanie Jones for implanting the idea of Alouette in my head. I am more indebted
to God for His presence in the three visions.
The absolute truth is that Natural Man, in this natural
state, is a beast with no more of a live spirit than that of a bird.
However, falling for the literal “oldest sin in the book,”
Pride, he thinks of himself as in himself, looking into a mirror of his own
making, seeing in himself, something special, a lark with beautiful plumage and
an intelligent and beautiful song.
His pride motivates him to announce his beauty to the people
of the world, whom he believes as Ayn Rand famously said, are merely parts of his dream. Likewise, he foists his ignorant song on them
believing, in his delusion that they will remember and love him forever and
thus he will achieve, on his own, immortality.
As long as he remains in his natural state, he will likewise
remain a mere beast and in so doing, consign himself to the ultimate fate of
the beast, ultimate oblivion. It is
only by the beneficent action of an outside independent intervening force that
the realization of his real self, the ugliness he has of body, the
insignificance of his song, and the wrong-headed direction of his will and
motivation can, but not necessarily must,
come.
He will always be a beast until someone disabuses him of
these fallacious and serf-serving notions. What must occur is a slow process of
“plucking away” the plumage, feather by feather, part by part until he is undeniably
confronted with the “self” as he really exists.
Only in that instant is he prepared to receive the gift of the
Numinous, a quickened spirit with which he can view himself, the world and the
Numinous as they all really are.
That gift comes merely by the nearness of the presence of
the Numinous which, in and of itself is a gift. This divine presence offers the
means, the method and the motivation to change the lark’s vision and focus.
The Numinous’ presence demands a response, the one thing
that the Numinous cannot give him. The question is then presented, “Will the
Lark look into the mirror or into the face of the Numinous?” In the former direction,
he will play out his strutting, flabellation of his plumage, and skirl of his song
until he is no more. In the latter direction, he, reborn a new creature, will cease
all such nonsense and for the first time and forever fly in the direction of the
Numinous until the lark reaches him.
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